rainbows...sunshine...and ♥ skies

It's so weird to be reading past blog entries, or homepages of different accounts or testimonials and comments on your homepage. SUPER WEIRD.

It's as if you feel you are so different now than what..1 year, 2 years 3 years or more before? All the more is when you read, for example, someone (who is now really close to you but before you are merely strangers) else's "past" . It's as if you do not know the person at all! ang WEIRD....

So I decided to read some of my entries too. And I felt the same way. I am too different now. What happened to me before? I am way better now.

is that a good realization or what?

alam ko ang corny pero ipopost ko mga kailangan kong gawin this Christmas Break na acad related. damn noh?:

- ENG30 Critical Paper
- PS161 Article Review
- PS161 Report (and outline with groupmates)
- KAPPP Application preparations
- Read and catch-up on PS184 readings
- Start reviewing for PS153 midterms

YUUUUCCCKKKK.

3days to Christmas!

My Tito Bobby is finally HOOOMMME!:) amishu tito bob:) yey! This will be another happy Christmas for the family.

I went to the Airport to fetch my tito with some mems of the family. Then went to Duty Free to shop. pero wala masyadong na-shop.

HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY: I was starstruck with Mommy Dionisia. The Pacmom looks expensive. haha. nakita ko siya sa Shopwise Libis kanina, nastarstruck me. sayang wala akong pichur. haha.

aaannd...Allen Carillo: ang cute mo. HAHAHA. salamat sa gift (na hindi na surprise dahil sinabi mo kung ano yon.) don't worry, the gift is still special because it came from you. :)

goodnight!

I had the best Lantern Parade earlier.:)
fun Polsci friends, creative lanterns, great fireworks display and dinner with Allen. :)

I love UP Christmas.

Had fun at the KAPPP Christmas dinner at Pizza Hut Technohub (kahit na di lahat nakapunta at medyo na-one of the KAPPP boys ako. haha). Starbucks with Adrian and Trance after.

Lantern Parade na mamayaaaa!:)

"Binay is my only VICE."

yan yung nakasulat sa mga t-shirt na binabato ng APO kanina sa oblation run. How pathetic. kung si Binay lang magiging bisyo ko, di na lang ako magbibisyo. tongehnuuuh lang.

I watched the Oblation Run for the 4th and last time as a UP student. I've never missed a single Oblation Run since I entered UP. I dunno if I should brag about it. haha. First time to be given a rose, di ko rin alam kung dapat ipagmalaki yon. At first time ko panoorin yon kasama boyfriend ko...hindi ko alam kung awkward ba yun o ano. HAHAHA. oh well.

Kanina nasa Law Library kami. shit...nasu-suffocate ako sa atmosphere. parang hindi ako bagay sa Law. Josko po. But I still want to pass LAE. YEZ.

Anyway, shumopping ako ng Christmas gifts kanina. naeexcite na ako ibigay yung mga yon. haha. And start na ng simbang gabi ngayon!:)

at kung naka-pink ka ngayon...HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hahaha, immature.

I love Christmas, yun lang :)

hello Meetings and UP Christmas festivities. :)

(and hello ma'am palacios tomorrow. I am expecting you to call me for recitation AGAIN.)

goodnight :)

(pahabol: ayoko ng mapapel at epal at papansin. PERIOD.)

I am supposed to be loving Fridays because it's my favorite day of the week. There were some good parts of the day but of course, you know me. When something really bad happens, it would always be the highlight of my day.

To start off, I started my day by cramming for a book report. And I was freakin' doing a book report about a book I never read! so hello Bola powers! When I was in highschool, I avoid cramming. as in, when I have papers due next week, I make sure I write them during the weekend or a week before. I am that GC and responsible BEFORE. But NOW? NVM.

Went to school and rushed to Sulo to take yearbook payments. Then, Org photoshoots. During that time, I was also thinking how our Eng30 report would go (and how my freshie groupmates were able to take note of what I said), how I will divide my time between attending the KAPPP photoshoot (which was postponed because of the rain, Thank God) that coincided with my Eng30 quiz and report and of course, the book report that I crammed and the graded recitation we were supposed to have (but Thank God again, Sir Velasco forgot all about it).

Eng30: got a 10.5/12 in my quiz. (damn, dapat perfect yon Eng30 lang yon eh. oh well) and reported in class. That was a bad report. Impromptu and we looked sooo unprepared. oh well. I left the class early for my POLSC161 class.

POLSC161: It was my first time to apologize to a teacher/ Prof for misconduct in his class. FIRST TIME. And we promised it will never happen..ever again. haha. kaya ayan, ang tahimik nga namin ni Allen. Reporting lang kanina. NO GRADED RECIT! yey. haha.

KAPPP: the HIGHLIGHT of my day. (sarcasm overload). I AM SUCH A FAILURE IN BEING THE INTERNALS HEAD.
let's leave it at that and YEZ...I NEED A DRINK. TRUCKLOADS.

oh well...May Saturday be kinder to me. I need the weekends to take off.

I shouldn't be feeling down because it's Christmas and I have great people around me who never fail to make me smile.

Wala lang...It's just one of those days when you feel you've been giving so much but then the fruits of your labor won't bear. It's disappointing. To even care this much when they won't appreciate it enough. I mean, I have all the right to leave all these in their present, unsuccessful and non-improving state. But I still choose to stay because it's my job and I CARE ENOUGH. It's frustrating.

Could someone just tell me, or even just lie to me, that everything's gonna be okay?
*emo moment...eeewwww HAHA*

Christmas break, please do come.

ang intense ng mood swings ko. tanginuuuh.

kanina naman okay yung araw ko. okay nga ako kanina sa school eh. kahit paguwi ko.

tapos nung nagiinternet na ako bigla akong nairita. hindi ko alam bakit. pero di pwede yon, may dahilan yon sigurado.

siguro ganito na lang. naiinis ako sa mga makitid ang pagiisip at immature. not that I am not immature sometimes pero minsan may tipo ng immature na talagang intolerable para sa akin. bastaaaa...nairita lang talaga ako bigla.

For once, I do not want to care.

SOBRAAAAANGGG GINAAAAAWWW!
wow, hello Christmas! you sure know how to catch my attention...in a good way. I love the cool breeze:)

at dahil malamig, lalong nakakatamad mag-aral. ang dami ko pang babasahin for PS184 at may book report pa ako sa lecheng PS161. tsss.

hmm...sinabihan na ako ng daddy ko na ang taba ko na ulit ngayon. Shit. I haven'theard that in almost 2 YEARS from him. ALERT ALERT! okay....starting tomorrow: DIET MODE ON. SERIOUSLY. maagang New Year's resolution.

kapag minamalas ka nga naman talaga. kailangan talaga pag may mga di magandang pangyayari, sunud-sunod sila noh?

pinaka nakakainis sa lahat yung 161 article review ko. sh*t lang. paano magiging libro ang isang 23-page piece?!?! the worst! eh yun yung ginawan ko ng article review. so paano yan, mali na ako sa unang submission kasi "book" pala yung nagawan ko ng article review. damn. kaasar. kasi naman! hindi naman dinifferentiate alin ang article sa libro dun sa listahang yon. KAINIIIIS.

oh well, hindi dapat maspoil ng pangyayaring yon ang good mood ko dahil sa feeling ng Kapaskuhan. ang ganda ng UP Pagiilaw kanina. may fireworks...CHRISTMAS IS HERE!:)

(source: www.pba.ph)

Player of the Week Nov. 23 to 29

A TEAM may unveil a new weapon once in a while. But when the stakes are high enough, a coach will still opt for the old tested ones.

Such is the case for Talk N Text, which mainly has Macmac Cardona's consistency to thank for achieving its immediate goal in the Philippine Cup.

The man who was adjudged the KFC/Accel-PBA Press Corps' Player of the Week for the period Nov. 23 to 29 has made a very big imprint on the Tropang Texters' two wins in the week that was, enabling them to remain a very legitimate threat to the frontrunners.

Cardona, named as Co-POW with Alaska's Reynel Hugnatan for the period Oct. 19-25, averaged 25.5 points, 6.5 rebounds, 2.0 assists and 1.0 steals in TNT's wins over Barangay Ginebra and Burger King to reiterate the fact he is one of the league's most lethal weapons.

As usual, the 28-year-old guard who is currently the tournament's scoring leader with a 21.0 ppg average maintains he is simply trying his best to help his team retain its title.

“Happy po ako dahil kahit paano 6-3 (win-loss) ang team,” said Cardona. “Focus ko lang talaga manalo kami every game, mag-improve at ma-involve ko pa ang mga teammates ko.”

Texters coach Chot Reyes is also happy for his player, even though he knows the citation could also be a heavy burden.

“Winning POW honors is always a double-edged sword. It makes him a bigger target for opposing defenses, but also motivates him to up his game even more,” said Reyes.

Cardona has already shown he can withstand such pressure.

In a cruising 87-72 win over Ginebra last Wednesday, he was content to let Jared Dillinger do the most damage by scoring 11 points to the former's career-highs of 18 points and 18 rebounds.

But when the Texters found themselves trailing by 30 points early against Burger King last Friday, Cardona gamely rose to the occasion with a conference-high 40 points on top of 11 rebounds and four assists to propel them to a 118-105 win.

"As long as you don't quit, something good will happen. And that's exactly what happened to us tonight," Reyes said after the game.

He might as well have been talking about Cardona. (NC)

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MVP na please?

hindi ko alam kung matatawag mo akonge estudyante ngayong sem.

parang pumapasok lang ata ako para mag-meeting, makipagkita sa mga tao, para sa org, para sa yearbook, para hindi mabore sa bahay.

parang estudyante lang talaga ako kapag lunes at sabado (dahil yon yung mga sineseryoso kong klase) at kapag nagpupuyat ako sa paggawa ng article/book review. NAKAKATAMAD PALA ANG 12UNITS. amp! hahahahahaha.

pero madalas pa rin akong pagod. wala lang, napansin ko lang na parang di ako student. yon lang naman. haha.

ang epal ng entry na to. sorreeeehhh naaa....kulang sa tulog. goodnight.

LAE done.The waiting starts.

Acad mode ON.

okaaay. hindi pa ako nagbabasa for 184. sigurado tatawagin na naman ako ni Ma'am Palacios bukas.

SULO work: Seniors' Party planning. PLEAAASSSEEEE Lord help us make this happen! we need more than my Dyosa powers. haha.

KAPPP work: Application Booth. utang na loob. ako na ang pinaka-fail na Inter head pag di ako nakakuha ng apikante this sem.

ACADS: ano yoooooon? hahahahaha. ang haggard pala ng mga pinili kong polsci electives. syempre I will definitely keep ma'am palacios. pero yung 161 parang gusto ko nang i-drop. hahaha. pero noooo. paninindigan ko dapat yon!

LAE: LORD...GUSTO KONG PUMASA. OPO SURE NA AKO. GUSTO KONG PUMASA.

Allen and I watched 2012. Ang gandaaa. seryoso. nagandahan ako sa effects. medyo scary..pero duh?! Fiction nga yon eh. haha. Moden day Noah's Ark. ang galeeng. haha.:)

so far, sa sem na ito, meron na akong dalawang prof na kinaiinisan dahil kupal sila. kainis. Si mommy palacios na lang pagasa ko sa mga polsci classes ko. Nevertheless, di ako magd-drop sa mga bwiset na prof na yon. leche sila.

Next week na yung LAE. Seriously, KINAKABAHAN AKOOOO. Gusto kong pumasa syempre. Shit, kinakabahan talaga akooo.

you make me happy everyday. :)

okay, cheesy much. soreeeh. haha.

goodnight world :)

My LAST first day of class was fun after all. :)

Super fun because I saw my friends again and orgmates. I think I will like my Eng30 class. Sir Velasco didn't come to class in PS161.

2 BVs of the day: My unfinished Certificate of Candidacy for Graduation (which I thought will be ready already since I was supposed to get it last Friday. but lo and behold! it's freakin' Wednesday already and it isn't done still..oh well). and Globe. HONESTLY! what's with globe?!?! their network is fuckin' crazy earlier in UP Diliman. No texts and calls could come through. kaasauuuhr.

KAPPP semplanning at KFC Katip. Thank you JB for making my day. sobrang benta ng mga nahabi mong kuwento. haha. Sana maging maganda ang sem na ito para sa org. SANA.

My second semester (and last Polsci sem) officially starts tomorrow...at 2:30pm. WOW. nakakatamad sched. haha.

today, most of my friends already started their second sem. but not me. I do not have classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays. But most probably I'd still be going to school on some of those days. maybe org or sulo work. i dunno. O maybe just to see people.

lunch date earlier with Allen at Yellow Cab. :)

Gym afterwards. I REALLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. (just because i want my old pretty clothes to fit again. haha)

HELLO UP TOMORROW :)